SHUTTING DOWN

NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO IT NEVER MAKES OTHERS HAPPY. THIS WEEK HAS BEEN THE HARDEST WEEK TO GET THROUGH. JUST BECAUSE I SMILE DOESNT MEAN MY HEART IS. I JUST AVE SO MUCH GOING ON ITS HARD SOMEDAYS TO KEEP GOING. ITS BETTER TO JUST SLEEP IT OFF. BUT THE FIRST THING TO DO IS NO LONGER MY FIRST CHOICE AND THATS TO GET HIGH. BUT I DO TEND TO SHUT DOWN AND JUST STAY TO MYSELF. ITS EASIER THAT WAY FOR ME TO JUST SHUT DOWN AND BOTTLE EVERYTHING INSIDE BECAUSE WHO WANTS TO HEAR MY PROBLEMS WHEN THEY HAVE THEIR OWN TO DEAL WITH.