remembering the me i use to be..........

i remember being so lost in the dark
the only sound was the beat of my heart
i remember crying empty tears
confused about how i got here

i remember tryin to numb the screaming pain deep inside
didnt know who or where to turn to save my life
i remember the me i use to be
didnt care about friends, family,not even me
i remember the day i cried for help
and God came and saved me from myself
i remember the masks i used to wear
the whatevers..the pain i caused..the im fine and i dont really care
i remember where ive been and dont want to go back to
but i am me today cuz of all ive been thru
i remember thinking this life style isnt for me
and it took all the strength i had to break free
and here i am today
living life Gods way
i remember all those i have left behind
and i pray that one day they to will find
that they are worth it and all you gotta do is take one day at a time

written By Marisa Marie @copywritten